God is crazy about me. His heart is ravished by me. He loves me. This big, Holy God, the creator of the universe, is CRAZY about me and loves me. As weak, sinful, and messed up I am, He loves me and delights in me. He cares about me. He cares about my heart. He loves my heart. The God that made the billions of galaxies, trees, animals, sky, made me the crown of His creation. Even when we screwed everything up. The Father’s love was not wavered, shaken, lessened. His love was not lessened. His passion was not lessened. His fire was not lessened. He still loves and He loves me so much He gave His Son to die for me and Jesus loves me so much He was willing to come. All for love. So I could be reconciled to Daddy, friends of God, forgiven, and made alive. Daddy gave me His Son. The Creator of the Universe is crazy about me! I can’t nor want to grasp this with my mind. I can’t. My mind is broken. But I want to grasp this in my heart and spirit. I want these things to go deep in me. I want to ponder these kinds of things in my heart everyday. Jesus pursues me everyday. He chases after me. He chases after my heart. I want to chase after His heart. I don’t want to go about everyday or live everyday as if this is just something normal, ordinary, or casual because it’s not! This is not a “so what” factor! This is real! Jesus is real! Right now as I’m writing this there is worship and joyous noise sounding in Heaven. Right now in this moment the 24 elders are bown down saying “holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty…Worthy is the Lamb who was slain…Worthy is He to open the scrolls.” Right now in this moment the elders are laying down their crowns. I’m not even sure that the things the elders are saying are “saying” it but crying it out with such fervent passion in their voice. Right now, the angels are singing and the creatures circling the throne. I want to become more aware daily of the activity of Heaven and the activity in the spirit realm. Jesus is not dead, but alive!